So many things have happened over the last few weeks.

There's YOG. Opening was fun and exciting, closing was frustrating and boring. On my birthday some MSG passed away, which was really sad cause he was one of the nicer guys around. And this is the first time I attended a funeral wholeheartedly. Throughout YOG, there were nice people, nicer people, horrible shit, more horrible SOBs, sweat, lots and lots of sweat, realized something, saw the not so good side of somebody, realised I can be an ass (:D), irritated someone (I think), got irritated, really got irritated very badly, shouted at people, raised my voice unknowingly cause of stress, spammed Marina Square like nobody's business, had nice artistes to deal with, had a whole lot of whiney bitches, dealt with a lot of artistes-acting-diva, got scolded, got demanded compensation, got pissed, got really pissed, felt dirty, felt betrayed and felt like an SA (GE) like never before in my entire life. There's one thing for sure: I would rather be slogging at something like that than going back to office and suffer under politics.

After everything, I got really disgusted (for a while) by someone. Makes me wonder why should I even work so hard sometimes. So I just threw everything down and went for my off on Wednesday. I have never done it before (I always complete my stuff before leaving) and I felt so GREAT! I shall continue to do this everyday from now on. No more after 6 work muahaha.

Sometimes I wonder why we should stick so hard to our beliefs, when others around you dont even bother. We are working for their career, and yet they put in less effort than what you put in, so why bother working hard and OTing for them? I should learn to be like them. After all, we are told to follow, emulate and listen to them arent we? :D